I spent a day with MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

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I spent a day with plurals who have dissociative identity disorder to learn the truth about this severely misunderstood disorder.
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AnthonyPadilla Yıl önce
🙋thank you *@dissociaDID (Nin)* for helping me title this video and ensuring it is respectful to the DID community. -new episode of this series every single week so consider 🛑 subscribing. -ps: shoutout to everyone who has turned on notifications 🔔 and directly support me in continuing this series.
Donna Floberg
Donna Floberg 2 gün önce
Ashten Chambliss
Ashten Chambliss 4 gün önce
@Robyn Alice I get it, I do. I wished I could amnesia away the CPTSD symptoms that ate my life up. Then one night I met my first alter. He held trauma I couldn't even imagine accepting as mine. Trauma so much more horrible than what I'd been taking on. They all kept it secret from me for decades, so I could cope at the CPTSD level and not lose my mind. I'm dxed with DID today. What I learned is if you remember it, your brain decided you could heal from it one day. Good luck 🌞
poetessbritt 7 gün önce
you were so fucking pleasant, kind, and respectful to them
slavic blazeboi
slavic blazeboi 18 gün önce
It sucks that people are going after Nin and threatening her, people who do that die as many times as diavolo did in JJBA part 5.
Bre Kathleen
Bre Kathleen 28 gün önce
This breaks my heart for my friend knowing this is what he dealt with and he never talked about it
Jael Pantin
Jael Pantin 4 saatler önce
This video is amazing, you can definitely see the transition with the alterns, and actually understand a little bit more about this. Anthony’s behavior with Kyle and the little one was really comprehensive and sweet. I LOVE THIS. Let’s make this viral pleaseee
Zymon Ramirez
Zymon Ramirez 5 saatler önce
This was really interesting to listen to. Really informative
Sir Greedy
Sir Greedy 4 saatler önce
It's a con. Get educated please.
elise v
elise v 7 saatler önce
ok but the thing about how they write in the notes to know what’s going on is very smart
bread ethel
bread ethel 7 saatler önce
the fact that anthony gave kyle something to cover his legs cause he wasnt comfy with the skirt :')
Alex 8 saatler önce
this makes me feel more comfortable and confident about me talking about D.I.D. :] i really liked Nin and their alters !!!
Ren 10 saatler önce
I'm really glad Kyle got a chance to make himself comfortable
sophie marie
sophie marie 10 saatler önce
This was really interesting. But I can’t say I understand D.I.D in any way.
Sir Greedy
Sir Greedy 4 saatler önce
Because it's total bullshit. Please educate yourself. The overwhelming numbers of people in the comment section that believe this crap is making me lose faith in humanity.
Abbigayle Espinoza
Abbigayle Espinoza 10 saatler önce
Nin’s child alter is so cute!!
AnnaElisavetta Vonnedozza
AnnaElisavetta Vonnedozza 12 saatler önce
They all seem so sweet & nice This was really fascinating
Ashes 13 saatler önce
This was really well done thanks
Lleuci Hill
Lleuci Hill 14 saatler önce
I'm watching this just after finding out about the passing of the Bluebell system. I'm trying to learn more about the condition. Rest in Peace angel
Makaylyn Walker
Makaylyn Walker 14 saatler önce
"We're not alone anymore" Was really strong.
Abby Smith
Abby Smith 14 saatler önce
as a system with OSDD 1b, which is basically a step down from DID, it’s hard to explain because with osdd i do get the memory loss so i remember switching and what previous alters have done for the most part
Alexander Marsh
Alexander Marsh 6 saatler önce
yeah, id really love if anthony interviewed osdd 1a and 1b systems too
kayla ranno
kayla ranno 17 saatler önce
Nin is so articulate
Coucou Ro
Coucou Ro 21 saatler önce
Prince Uxas
Prince Uxas 23 saatler önce
"We are many, you are but one." - Ermac
Paula Godoy
Paula Godoy 23 saatler önce
Anthony is written by a woman 🖤
Eliana García
Eliana García Gün önce
Amazing! The only thing is: Split is JUST A MOVIE🙄 I'm latina and I don't get offended for every portrait of my community in Hollywood or the world
Kartoffel __
Kartoffel __ Gün önce
This is such an interesting and important thing. I did not now this much about it and I think its hard to deal with. And I'm really proud for everyone dealing with this. ❤
Kartoffel __
Kartoffel __ Gün önce
Also i think it was hard for nin to switch- but it was also really interesting seeing this, because if you hear or read about it you can not imagine how this is really going.
Asmey Gün önce
Nin made me cry, i feel so sorry for the things she has to remember
None Ya Buisness
None Ya Buisness Gün önce
Me: *saw the title* My head: crap- the geminis are back
Omi Amos
Omi Amos Gün önce
Sometimes, people forget that Split and any other movies are fiction. They're only have a little of reality base but that's it.
Gerald Gün önce
I really enjoyed this interview. I hope more people see this just to learn and respect this topic.
monique bower
monique bower Gün önce
Do bpd!!!! Such a misunderstood and quiet illness that can be so deadly
Hiyoko Saionji
Hiyoko Saionji Gün önce
Nin's child alter that started crying and stuff is so sweet 😭
lionkato Gün önce
man this comment section is so much more respectful than the tiktoks. i watched this about a year ago back when i thought we were a singlet but Surprise
Cheri Sullivan
Cheri Sullivan Gün önce
I would like to better understand if all alters are derivative of the same person as a result of psychological trauma. Is that true?
Ashten Chambliss
Ashten Chambliss 19 saatler önce
Sort of, yes. If the collapse/await death state ingrained in every human brain is activated too many times in early development, it can grow to hold its own state-specific memories, identity, emotions, beliefs. From there other dissociative states, all survival-driven, can branch off. It's more that the psyche is fragmented into parts, less that these parts are derivations.
Axvi Gün önce
Que lindas personas basta [cry]
Midnight Nova
Midnight Nova Gün önce
The little crying hurt so much :((( Anthony was so nice about it
Abadabobo Gün önce
the more i watch and read about this the more concerned i get about that large gap of memory that is just missing
thedepressedguydoesstuff Gün önce
I saw Anthony interviewing Nin on TikTok and came here and it's so weird seeing Anthony look and talk like this compared to his time on Smosh...but I kinda like it, I've always thought of ANthony to be the more serious of the two so I'm glad to see he really is
Kyndra Johnson
Kyndra Johnson Gün önce
Anthony was written by a woman.
Maddy H
Maddy H Gün önce
anthony is so professional and respectful omg it’s so amazing
Logicall Gün önce
Regardless of whatever you have, you will always be loved
DuaToaster Gün önce
As someone with DID and a larger, failing system this video hits hard
Seireness Gün önce
If you ever do an episode on different forms of OCD or specifically Scrupulosity I would be very interested. I have never met anyone, that I know of, who has the same form of OCD as I do but I know they exist. Finding out it was an actual thing and that I wasn't just losing my mind helped me so much. I'm glad to see you bringing awareness to misunderstood behavioral and mental disorders/conditions etc.
şeyma Gün önce
this was such an informative video i enjoyed every second of it
ThePatheticGhost Gün önce
I watched this with captions on and when Kyle switched and Anthony was being so nice, that was so cute
thejackoss Gün önce
Can’t believe so many idiots believe in this shit
Sir Greedy
Sir Greedy 4 saatler önce
Yeah the comment section makes me lose faith in humanity. Idiots, all of them.
Adam Howard
Adam Howard Gün önce
This is one of the best videos I've ever seen on this topic. Absolutely loved it. The amount of comments I've made can be counted on 2 hands I'd say, and this is one of them. Love it, thank you for such a gentle and beautiful approach
karo playz
karo playz Gün önce
Idk why im watching this ep just now, this was an awesome ep and it made me tear up. This was well made and it educates a lot about the disorder which is very useful to be aware of. I'm very proud of all of them for being so open about it, it's very difficult to talk about it sometimes... love for all of the ppl having d.i.d
I'm still new to this kind of stuff, and I'm kind of young so idk if people will listen to me but I think its time everybody becomes more aware about different disorders and lifestyles cuz we probably don't have much more time on this earth so why not be nice while we are still here?
Kylie :b
Kylie :b Gün önce
Yo I got a child alter my boyfriend gotta deal with it, it’s kinda cute actually
theblueskyandtheyellowsun Gün önce
Panic attacks are traumatic?? Definitely didn't know that
Large Vapor
Large Vapor Gün önce
things that cause them might be I suppose
waitwaitwaitno Gün önce
not always, but they can be triggered or worsened by PTSD and other conditions!
Mad Paddy
Mad Paddy Gün önce
Honestly, i find these videos so fascinating but it can be horrifying when your extremely dissociated and you hear your thoughts say "we" meaning like "come on WE need to go to the toilet, eat, drink water e.g." like i have actually had that happen to me and i know i have trauma, i know i shouldnt be terrified if i do have osdid or did but honestly, it means that i cant rely on my memory, on who *i* am. Doesnt help i think i am adhd/autistic and have cptsd
Ezra Khonsu
Ezra Khonsu Gün önce
There is a lot of untouched info regarding DID / MPD in this video.
胡濤 - - - 📕
胡濤 - - - 📕 Gün önce
Kyle is kinda cool ngl
Rosa Gün önce
the little chump at the end was adorable! i love how respectful anthony remained.
Camaika Amelung
Camaika Amelung Gün önce
Nin (the alter) is such a sweetheart. I love the way she speaks. It was very informative!
Slavka Kobezdova
Slavka Kobezdova Gün önce
JackconReecetV Gün önce
As a child actor, and someone who deals with pretty severe depersonalizing issues, I wonder if I actually experience this
HadI 19 saatler önce
That could potentially be different. For example an actor that played joker was perfectly fine before he got the role but afterwards he got to into the role and lost it essentially. It could be maybe you get to into your roles.
Yu Jaehyun
Yu Jaehyun Gün önce
23:44 I'm so soft for the little. literally the purest soul omg
Robbie Rotten
Robbie Rotten 2 gün önce
This is the first time I've seen Anthony since I was about 8 or 9 and he was doing Smosh, a little over 10 years now. And I'm really pleasantly surprised. I really feel like I've grown up with these youtubers that I used to watch (sidemen being an example) and I really like it.
Talei Seuvou
Talei Seuvou 2 gün önce
Anthony is so respectful about everything. I love this man.
bruhtwiste 2 gün önce
Ngl did is interesting
Sir Greedy
Sir Greedy 4 saatler önce
It's total BS. Don't buy into this trashy tic toc trend. Everyone and their sister all of a sudden has D.I.D. What a joke. The medical community doesn't even have conclusive evidence that multiple personality disorder is real, let alone this con.
Maryam Abdus
Maryam Abdus 2 gün önce
wow Kyle popped out!
Awkward Potato
Awkward Potato 2 gün önce
Child alter: “we’re not alone anymore :)” Me: *instant tears*
WhovianIsFobsessed 2 gün önce
I love Anthony so much, he is extremely respectful, and just great
Photo Boi
Photo Boi 2 gün önce
BRUH Anthony is so cute when the child fronted and hugged them when they started to cry it just warmed my heart how cute he is
Venezia Water
Venezia Water 2 gün önce
I have went back and forth with if I have did I dissociated all the time and I named parts of me different cause I don't feel like I am controling I still retain most memories though
Aaron Hickman
Aaron Hickman 2 gün önce
This is so interesting
Zoe Green
Zoe Green 2 gün önce
This is the best video ever!! I love it!! The child alter just made me smile :D
taezhonw jones
taezhonw jones 2 gün önce
Anthony is such a good person he doesn't judge anyone who comes on his show and he is just great to everyone!
TheUnwantedWeeb 2 gün önce
I grew up seeing Anthony on smosh and being immature and goofy and to see how he has grown and is honestly an amazing person being patient with everyone he got the opportunity to talk to and letting them go at their own pace is just amazing. Not only is he educating us but he is doing it in a way that keeps everyone involved comfortable. This warms my heart so much.
RykoIsGone 2 gün önce
im crying over the way Anthony was so supportive and nice every time they switched
ImBadAtDrawing 2 gün önce
I imagine the front area to be like the podiums from power rangers when there in the giant robot thing. Idk why but it’s what I imagine
k3nnny b0y
k3nnny b0y 2 gün önce
What’s sad is people have turned this into a “cool trend” they can do for clout in Online
Alexander Marsh
Alexander Marsh 6 saatler önce
@GLaDOS solos because that actually is an ignorance of your own,. fictives are researched parts of DID, and its when the brain latches onto something it knows rather than a 'unique' personality, and it makes a lot of sense the more you research it. If someone going through a traumatic event is fixated or very into a certain peace of media, for example, an abused child that is obsessed with looney toons, the brain might create a protecter whos personality was derived from that piece of media, like a bugs bunny that can front during dangerous and traumatic situations with their abuser. It's very common in DID systems, no less common than a non human alter. (also please be careful fakeclaiming systems. Even if you have reason to believe theyre faking, you're actually spreading more hate and problems for an already marginalized community. People faking DID *IS* disgusting and not tolerated, but by attacking people online for it, you never know if youre attacking someone who actually has DID or not. You can't TELL from the outside if theyre faking because every system looks different. It does more harm than good. Even if you want to help systems by making sure people aren't faking, it's safer to not say anything at all, because as I said, you're not them and you're not their doctor, you don't know. for all you know you could be intentionally ruining a safe space for someone who has already experienced a plethora of traumas)
Peckin Duck
Peckin Duck 2 gün önce
@GLaDOS solos agreed
GLaDOS solos
GLaDOS solos 2 gün önce
Ikr and you get called ableist for saying soneone isnt a fictional character
Willa1901 2 gün önce
What the child alter said actually made me cry!
Liana P
Liana P 2 gün önce
I'm in love with Nin and her alters, I love how well Anthony handled them switching and their alters (if I used wrong language please lmk in trying so hard to make anyone with D.I.D. comfortable
Ashten Chambliss
Ashten Chambliss 19 saatler önce
You're so sweet
Galileah Marquez
Galileah Marquez Gün önce
@mvntaez what.
mvntaez Gün önce
people are saying that she was exposed with faking her disorder- i‘m about to watch a few videos about the tea and i‘s recommend the same to you
maikonor 2 gün önce
This is so well made, a bit late but thanks for the great insights.
Its Ben
Its Ben 3 gün önce
This is why your channel has quickly become one of the best
911 3 gün önce
Oh my god, D.I.D is more complicated than i thought
Sir Greedy
Sir Greedy 4 saatler önce
It's total BS. Don't buy into this trashy tic toc trend. Everyone and their sister all of a sudden has D.I.D. What a joke. The medical community doesn't even have conclusive evidence that multiple personality disorder is real, let alone this con.
Lonely.Jay0411 3 gün önce
Nin and Kyle are my favourite people ever
Honora Sudnik
Honora Sudnik 3 gün önce
“Im too small” omg :(
II-Moonflower-II 3 gün önce
Im literally crying after the child started crying :,(
Kaya Johnson
Kaya Johnson 3 gün önce
kyle from nin is so cool to see the change. it sounds like kyle has a stronger accent as well also using more slang then being formal like nin.
Matt Kirby
Matt Kirby 3 gün önce
As a system, this helped me seeing how a singlet could be so understanding
Chloe Coles
Chloe Coles 3 gün önce
turn on subtitles for the child alter part, so wholesome
「 alien chan 」
「 alien chan 」 3 gün önce
The way anthony just hugged the child:D
HEMMA Rwaか 3 gün önce
I like how most of Anthony's videos are just pure comedy for me ....how is he not exploding 😂😂😂
HEMMA Rwaか 3 gün önce
Fam humans are degrading idk what happened to us as a species
jojeebee 3 gün önce
Kyle is badass. I love him. And I so appreciate this video! I'm grateful for the opportunity to get educated in this. One of my favorite Fantasy series, Stormlight Archive, has a character with DID.
Sara Ruiz
Sara Ruiz 3 gün önce
Nin: super polite and sweet Kyle: F O O K I N skirt Little: sweetest thing on the planet
𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚌 3 gün önce
was it just me who almost cried and felt bad for nin as the child identity? (sorry if i said that wrong, i promise i respect people with DID. This helped me a lot and made me learn more about it) thank you for this video, this will show people and have them learn what it means to have DID
Ferxani 3 gün önce
Can you please do spending a day with epileptics?
Michael Copeland
Michael Copeland 3 gün önce
Nin and kyle have like completely different voices
ejiyoo 3 gün önce
i love how professional Anthony was the whole time. Very refreshing to know that there are people who are so respectful and understanding
DatGirlDragire 3 gün önce
I almost cried during this episode, he is so sweet 😭😭😭😭
Dagen Pracchia
Dagen Pracchia 3 gün önce
My favorite thing ive noticed is pupils changing during switches between so many people with DID. Just a cool thing I’ve noticed
Andi D
Andi D 3 gün önce
Anthony, you are one of the few people I look up to. You are so respectful and kind to everyone. And I appreciate that you're open about having your own issues. This world needs more people like you.
confusedeobi 3 gün önce
In a strange way, I feel almost as if I've lived with more people than just me even though I know I don't have DID, but I'm a severe maladaptive daydreamer and I essentially spent my entire childhood focusing on my daydreams and almost living more in my fantasies, so it sort of feels like I've experienced similar things to those with DID even though I haven't. It's a strange thing, although of course I know that the similarities I might see are only from an outside perspective of DID and I can't possibly know what it's like to actually have it
Shwunari Gün önce
@Cheri Sullivan hmm...that's very interesting
Cheri Sullivan
Cheri Sullivan Gün önce
I wonder if there is a point of "becoming DID' and whether a person might balance on that point in times of deep distress. Perhaps if matters are resolved we subside back into our one self and if they aren't resolved the fracturing into protective alters or escape alters proceeds. Does this make sense? memory of being at an "almost fractured" point staying with us.
Shwunari Gün önce
throughout my childhood, I also daydreamed a lot and when I came back to my senses, I was in another room or I missed what the teacher was saying. Most of my memories as a child are practically gone or very faded.
Kotarix 3 gün önce
Raul IP
Raul IP 3 gün önce
Some of them with DID need medical attention, not all but some do. 🙁 If you arent convinced just check out who BILLY MILLIGAN was. Pretty sure its kinda DARK !! 👀
Munchkin 3 gün önce
I have a question for the comment section and I'd be very thankful for someone helping me understand it Now I know TV shows aren't exactly the best place to learn but I knew a little about DIDS before this and wasnt expecting to come across it in this show but in the show I was watching a person had switched through 3 alters but in the show they didnt call it DID they called it schizophrenia and it got me very confused because I thought schizophrenia was just seeing people or things that aren't really there...and DIDs was more physical and revolved around someone having a whole other personality maybe the show hadn't researched well enough and just threw in some mental issue/illness and gave it the wrong name not really caring but I would like to know is it possible to have both of those mental issues/illnesses (Im not sure whether to call it mental issues or illness cus I dont want to offend anyone) at the same time?
Alexander Marsh
Alexander Marsh 6 saatler önce
its a mix of both. The show definitely didnt sound educated at all, as shows usually arent. but it IS possible to have both at the same time & i know people who do. They are very different disorders though
Tabejz 3 gün önce
the way anthony changed the way he was talking to the child alter melted me and confirmed that hes my favorite interviewer. so much compassion the whole time, but for the child alter, UGH my heart
Melissa Ronald
Melissa Ronald 3 gün önce
It is incredible how you are able to make all of these people feel comfortable and give them the space. It is a skill not many people have and I am thankful that I am able to broaden my knowledge through you. So thank you
good morning!
good morning! 3 gün önce
In doom patrol, Jane is a really good example of a DID character in media
Cortney Foote
Cortney Foote 4 gün önce
This was such an amazing video thank you so much for doing this. It is very enlightening 🖤
Sanne Horst
Sanne Horst 4 gün önce
This felt really respectful!
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